After i have Eason… i realised that being a father is not that easy.
At the moment of realising how hard it is to raise and educate a child… I start to make my father my IDOL.
I m kinda fortunate and lucky as my childhood was quite happy and no worries at all.
My father is capable of provide my everything,…. but time…
He was too busy working (as a chef) and there is no time for him to accompany me most of the time, but its ok because he still find time for me once in a while.
I still remember where there is once where i refuse to do homework and he actually leave his work and rush back home…. not to punish me … but to company me and persuade me to do homework… wtf!!!
I still remember the instant noodle he made me when i was sick back when i was a kid. Although its instant noodle… I still remember the taste of it… its warm… delicious… if you were to ask me the most delicious noodle i ever had in my life…. you know what i would answer now.
Its been a while that i m really tight with my work and not really back home frequently to have a chit chat with him… spend some time with him….
Will do that more often these days as he is getting older and i really really need to be with him more these days.
I m kinda worried about his health because he drinks and smoke too much.. although we advised him already (a lot of time). If he were to understand how we feel… somebody please ask him to stop drinking and smoking, at least we wont need to worry too much…
Other than making $, i really need to go home more these days…
I would like to have a trip with him sometimes… you know… travelling or something…
To know more about him… and stuff….
Dad…
Happy Fathers Day ….
I love you ….
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